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Flash the lights on then off
Flash your eyes to my heart
If you could see me late at night
You would see something true
If you could see me now
You would see me loving you
If you could see me holding you
You may see inside
If you could see me at all
You will never see me cry
I feel you when I sleep
I hear you when I dream
I see you stand beside me
When I become this weak

sent

At once, my body you hypnotize
How you are the one to realize
Knowing the first sign you seek
Oh, to have me valley to the peak

The pleasure you teach
You watch, make me reach
Pleased by my attempt to hide a stumble
Oh, mercy I plead knowing this was the preamble

See me through growth and fruition
Gift me, I beg, just one more lesson
So unforgivingly tight your arms wrap
Oh, perfection in my perch, your hungry lap

any worlds, but ours somehow vanish
A whisper, unspoken, splendid wish
A movement without, more do I yearn
Oh, send me there freedom to burn

your every commmand I am faithful servant
A taste, pray thee, heavens' merchant
Come inside, I beg you to leep
Oh, kind master, lead me as deep

On these pleasures,  we may rely
How effortless you gain my sigh
Taking that most sweet, securing my capture
Oh, we sail the stream to seas of rapture

Before nor again we feel this alive
Pity me not, for memories survive
Play me now, make me mortal
Oh, fill me always, blessed angel

time for two

The clock refuses to move
The slowest procession
All that's able standing true
All for your heartbeat
Begging for that fateful sigh
One breath escaping, so sweet

Surrender emotion across a sea
The slightest touch releasing flow
A tear away from knowing all to be
Borrowed glance must be given back
Shy away now, so close to heaven
No ability to recover all we lack

A denial, a mere pardon of present
Rejection, a complete lie, purest form
Clasp your neck, beginning descent
Realizing the tardiness of your touch
Trying to stand strong in your gaze
Heart screaming too much

Craving more than the heat you bring
If ever quenched, gifted freely
Aware now, its to your shoulders I cling
A shame to discover so late
Things naturally, promptly brought
Memories forming, ours to create

A shock to feel the first embrace
Strong. Engulfed. The fabric woven
Sneaking a glance, your concerned face
I dare close my eyes reading your light
Shred of fear down my soul
To drip away making all so right

I wonder now, you feel my need
Sent to you at total peace within
Wanting so wholly to end the deed
Blooming under your dutifull caress
Take me now before I am to far
Forget tomorrow, time to sort the mess

I shake, a twitch to come back
Here I lay, cold and bare
Awaking to find its you I lack
a sadness the likes to be seen 
An empty sheet, tossed about
Searching still, what could've been.

whole

tell me now would i miss the rain
if it stopped tonight
not a drop remained
ask me once if i would flee
if a promise made
would make you see
show me how to hold you near
heart in hand
free of fear
if i tell you now that i cannot see
my world lesser
when you're not with me
if i promise you a memory
smile once
just let it be
if i show you what i have inside
will you walk away
and say goodbye